Decided to record the milestones my Sophie has achieved
She has become more responsive and aware of her environment so much so it has become a struggle to feed her. She will be distracted by her surroundings and rather focus on the happenings around her than her milk.
And apparently, I have become the only person who is able to feed her.
A double edged sword- on one hand as xin would put it; she loves mummy so much that she wants no one else but it also means mummy is not able to take a breather cos mummy has to feed, burp and quickly pump milk for the next feed- taking into account that usually I would need two sessions before there is sufficient milk for her.
And my heartaches when she don't finish her milk and for the record I
want to write the heartwenching moment- I threw away 120ml worth of breastmilk sob!!!
It happened when I was warming up the milk and xin( he insisted that he has been doing it) had filled the water to the brim. And with the thermometer in, haiz... The water had filled the bottle of breastmilk as well!! Terrible :(
The breastmilk were collected in drips and drops...
I have never been one who will go gaga over babies and in fact i get scared because they seems so soft and always puking milk heh but I guess it is a different story when it comes to my own. Even if she has small beady eyes and bush like hair heh, I still think she is the prettiest baby around. Sophie, mummy loves u lots!
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